So... I have been giving this alot of thought.... and I do mean alot of thought... and I am going to take a break from black men in the DMV. Yes I said it! I have been feeling that way from when I was dating "The Boy". I thought to myself "I need a break from black men in this area." I didn't give it much thought after that, until I and male friend of mine said "the black from DC suck", and then a light bulb went off in my head, and I thought "YOU ARE RIGHT!!!" It took a man to say the words for me to understand I wasn't alone in thinking this.
SO I won't be dating any black men from the DMV for a very long time. I was also thinking about giving up on black men all together, but I love them to much to do that... lol. I don't know if its the fact my birthday is next month, but this is going to be the move for me for awhile. I need to do some more praying about this.
I get sad looking at most of the men in this city. The ones I do give a shot are a rare breed, that know they are a rare breed...lol. Those men think they can do whatever they want because of the fact they are "GOOD GUYS" ... looking at that sentence make me think to myself "they can't be good guys if they are thinking that way." lol. But seriously they can't be good guys.
I don't want to turn into one of those bitter black women that hate black men. I don't want to what to be one of those women, that treat black men all the same.... but DC men make it hard. I will give the men in the DMV some credit they aren't as bad as Memphis men that's for sure.
I am now on operation work more on me. I need to better myself seriously.