You every have that moment in your life when you are cool with life... just content? Well that's how I have been feeling the for the past few months, even with all the jokers I have encountered the past few weeks, I am good!
***side bar I am watching the movie "Obsessed" I was so against watching this movie because Beyonce+Acting= no beuno ...lol. I must admit this movie is pure comedy I haven't laughed so hard at a movie in a long time ...lol. When home girl was hang from the chandelier I fell off my couch laughing! TALK ABOUT DETERMINATION!***
I was at a luncheon with co-workers yesterday, and my one of my managers brought up my dating life, and how he is going to find me a husband next year..lol. One of my co-works was listening to the conversation, which was cool, and my manager was basically like finding my husband will be his goal in 2010...lol. My co- worker then asks my age, I tell her then she says "I wouldn't know what I would do if I were you age and not married" (((cue record scratch here))). I couldn't even say anything, so I joined in a different conversation at the table. I woke this morning with her statement on my mind. I never thought my age would affect me getting married in the future... heck I was thinking maybe in another 5 years or so I would be ready...lol.
I must admit I have heard women talk about it the age thing, but I never really stress about it. Today I have been thinking about it off and on, I must admit that. I mean I know in some cultures, men wouldn't even consider marrying me at my age... I guess it's a good thing I an American ***shrug***. I then thought about when my doctor told me the longer I wait to have children the harder it will be ***sigh***. I see it's like this, if that is the plan for me to have children I will, but I will not have a child without being married, no if ands or buts about it. I am not willing to take that chance, I want my child to have a family. That's why I never understood some women trying to trap a man by getting pregnant on purpose, these days that means nothing. I just recently heard a story of a man totally ignoring the girl he got pregnant, and there was nothing she could do because she didn't even know his last name... sigh...smh. The girl ended up getting an abortion. :(
But yeah... I just have to keep being patient, keep praying for more patients, and remembering I am going to have to kiss a lot of frogs before I find my prince...lol. Speaking of Frog I reallllllyyyyy want to see the movie "Princess and the Frog". I will do that before the week is out. :)